Question of a Satanic Defaulter

Scared of my own shadow
I hide in the darkness
Evil inside has plunged the hatred
There is no room for love anymore
Emotions frozen, tears all dried
Nothing left, but ego and pride
I sunk my ship in my own tide
Stabbed and betrayed
Hurt but never heard
Twisted mind games
Tied in chains
No more freedom, only pain
Unraveling answers to all the questions
Sometimes it drives me insane
The flame within
Burns like a pine cone
Too much suffering
To which I find no ending
Deadbeat life has left no choice
I run, I hide
To a stranger, I still feel shy
Defaulter has become my own maiden name
Cruelty of fate
Somewhere along, death awaits
Each night, I lie in bed of nails
Satanic thoughts hails
Shaken with vile wickedness
Taken from sinister well
I try and try, yet the iniquity prevails
And I ponder why
Scared of my own shadow
I hide in the darkness

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